There's a pain here
Deep within my chest
That I cannot cry out
That will not dissolve in salty tears
But rather in the scarlet heat of blood
Drop for drop, and scar for scar
I cannot keep holding this apocalypse inside me
I used to think I'd end with violence
With a little light and noise
But now I know the worst way
Is to rot away in silence
And not have any choice
There are two sides to me
And they find themselves at war
There's the light that would Live and Love you
And is fighting hard to survive long enough to keep you
And then there is the dark
That would destroy every single thing about me
I told you I needed to talk
That I had someth